The Moon and Pain

I look at the Moon. The Moon is now at its waxing phase.

She is now slowly starting to shine, meaning that she is also gaining confidence again.

I ask the Moon while sitting down at the bench, "How should I be more confident about myself..? When all I can think of is just kill myself?". I then wait for a meaningful answer,

hoping that she would respond. Until I see the Moon glow and the ocean glow too because of her blue shine. She finally responded,

"You don't need to listen about what others say to you.. You are whimsical in your own way..".

"Pain and true struggles does not stop you from chasing your own self-worth. What matters is you continuing your own journey of life.".

As I listened to the Moon, small drops of tears start to fall down on my face. After understanding her, she finally said her last sentence before fading away,

"Let the Moon be your peaceful, stoic guide.."

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