Sadomasochism on One-Self

I go to the kitchen to get something very sharp.

Just for me to find some pleasure on myself.

I finally found a knife somewhere at the drawer.

So I decided to draw myself with it on my skin.

Never realized on how if I decided to do it more, I would feel totally better.

I again do it all over.

And over.

And over..

And over...

Until I start to gush out all blood everywhere.

It felt very soothing to just feel it.