Year: 2026
August 22, 2026
It's been a few days or a bit while now since I made my last entry. Oh well.
A few days ago, because I was interested in writing and reading poems, I had to go to Wattpad because I had nothing else to do (I was at school and had no WIFI on my Personal IPad. Wait, I shouldn't say more about this because this is too personal for me to say.. But whatever..), and while reading random novels, I came across this romance novel that made me curious and interested on reading it, can't tell you what type of romance or what the title is because of mental health issues, but I decided to read it.. And it was creative, so many writers put so much effort on their writings, it makes be a bit happy for Wattpad, especially that platform being active since December of 2006.
Since that time, I decided to read more on it, like that interest consumed me much to the point where I had to read more, even in classes and at lunch, to be honest, it has some great lore on to it, and as I said, it gives me more positive creativity, and even my skills on English sometimes...
After I finished my Algebra Homework, I decided to read my recent novel history on Wattpad, and while reading to it, let's just say... I have some private thoughts about it that I can't say here because of my personal PERSONAL life (I know this is my own Personal Website, but I son't want this to make it too personal, you know..). I didn't finish that Wattpad novel, but I had never been surprised or shocked until I read that book. It seems good but strange in my opinion.
Right now I am consumed by the Wattpad creations and its stories and poems.
August 14, 2026
I have finished shopping at Santee & Los Angeles today. Today I just went to a bazaar mall outside on Santee, and its clothes were very cool. While walking to the first jewelry store, I have saw silver and gold necklaces and hairpins, and I have finally found the Playboy Bunny Necklace (Silver Colored), along with 1 Star Hairpin. To add on, I have also bought a few shirts that are considered a y2k type of goth/punk. Walking to Santee, I have seen why this was called a bazaar mall, and I have found myself a foreign word for me. A small designer shop or a store for clothing, food, and more. Usually outside instead of inside.
After walking and shopping to the Santee bazaar mall, me and my relatives drove to y2kla, a shop boutique on Los Angeles, and we just found some clothes that some may interest me. Though I am surprised that I saw the Playboy Bunny Logo in person, goodness I took photos of it and put it on my Photography gallery in Photos (On my device only). This is my picture of it, and I took 1 photo of me wearing one of my new clothes:
August 13, 2026
I have made and added 2 poetry or short stories on my Writings section. And I plan to write more poetries sooner. Because I have been again, inspired by Velvet-Blue 's story writing and her poems. Also interesting that I get some inspiration on my Moon Spell Books, because their chants rhymes with something, and I do like that..
I have been planning to go to Y2KLA tomorrow, because for the Blue Aesthetic clothes and I have been curious about that shop (Meaning, y2k Los Angeles). I have a bunch of pants or jeans tht have stars, or blings. Or if not, some flared pants either. I have also collected shirts that are considered "Goth, Grunge, or Punk y2k" clothing, as you and I can see the Personal Photos on my GIFS section. I have been getting interested on dress up games, like Everskies for example, due to that, that's the reason why I added Everskies Fashion on my GIFS section. I won't also forget the dream of me making a clothing for my future doll model, that would be a bit sad.
I came back and I wrote another poem for myself. It's about a Designer Boutique that is far away and has only Blue and Black clothing and fabric there. You know, while writing this down, this plot reminds me of Velvet-Blue, to be honest here. And in fact, I might message her on her profile, saying that I wrote myself a new poem and saying that it reminds me of you because you mostly wear blue and black. It's a cool but a mystery type of poem to me.
August 10, 2026
Last night, while my grandparents were sleeping, I decided to restart my whole data and all my storage to something new on my Ipod Touch (7th Generation) because I just don't like when things get too messy, unorganized, anything. So I decided to re-decorate my Ipod Touch, and it looks like this:
August 9, 2026
I am at my house after I had a 1 day trip to Las Vegas. Honestly, after my 1 day at Las Vegas, we decided to go to the Ross, Dress for Less Shop, and the jeans we found was very unique and amazing, because I have found some boot cut jeans that I wanted to wear, and and I also got a few belts that caught my eye, because it has a lot of bling and it's also blue too, just like my future wardrobe. And it felt like shopping was the best feeling than going to Las Vegas for like 1 day and 1 night.
Yesterday, I made another new Section for my GIFS and Images, which is Everskies Fashion. I have been going on to some interesting styles on Everskies, since I was planning on making myself new clothes for my future doll model, well.. I think Everskies is like another idea for my doll model, besides my Blue Aesthetic Collage.
I have written a new Poetry called "The Bunnies and the Infamous Mansion", you and I already know what this poetry has its reference to, look at my Website Design and the Logo, that would give you an easy hint.
Time flies so fast, as I said again and again because it's almost time for me to go learn something important like Math, Science, English, any important things to do in my life. But I still cannot wait for Winter Solstice/Season, it's beautiful..
August 6, 2026
I am now at Las Vegas only for 1 day, meaning for 1 night, then I am going to my own home again. It feels weird that I am staying there for just a single day...
Besides that. Last night on August 5th, 2026, I have been interested on making my own Proudoll. You know those diy doll models? Well I have been thinking on how to make those Blue McBling y2k clothes for my future doll model, but I unfortunately have 0 skills on making clothes... And I don't have time to actually take classes on sewing because I have to start learning major things in my life. Thankfully I have done "some research" of how to make a doll clothing without sewing skills. It feels interesting, and hope that I will find information on how to make doll clothes without a sewing machine. What might be easy is that I might be making a Playboy Bunny Suit, it's a bit easier.
To add on, I have wrote a new poetry about Moon Fairies having their own Tea Party, and that poem? It was a rhyme test for my poetry, and it sounded like it came from a children's book, i'm a bit sorry about that, but it just is what it is. But me finding tips and tricks for my future doll model without sewing skills is a bit exciting...
August 4, 2026
Wow... My website, I have never seen it improve better until now. I felt like my old website style was yesterday, and now what just even happened? My new style, my new improvement, it just keeps changing, huh? I miss those times where I was new to coding and it just made me.. Happy. Why am I asking about this? It's because, like I said, I haven't noticed until now.
I made myself a new short story about 2 sisters living at the Moon because they don't want to be involved in trash and impurity of other bad people in planet Earth, while 1 sister was curious, the other was not because of its effects of that place. This was an inspiration of the Watatsuki Sisters from Touhou Project, and I like the Lunarians and even the Moon Rabbits in Touhou. It seems nice.
August 3, 2026
Everything is going ordinary for now. I have been collecting good y2k goth like clothes and accessories on Amazon and have been adding it on my add to cart list just to not forget about it. Nothing much has been happening like I said, and as I get the clothes I like, I should keep it organized and keep it at my wardrobe. I like to keep my things organized, not as messy as you think it is...
I have now been starting my Saturn & Neptune Shrine. To add on, I am now starting my journey on Writing and Poetry, all thanks to Velvet-Blue , I have made my button section for it, and is now starting to get some ideas for it, not right now because I want to keep on looking for good stuffs online (I'm sorry if I sounded like a shopaholic, everything that's y2k if it is blue feels amazing and whimsical in its own way, I wanted to create my own positivity...).
I just want a change for my physical, mental, and even spiritual health. It's peaceful.
After a few months of deciding on making my own poetry section on my WebPage, I finally decided to create it and wrote my first poetry on my new section, The Night Goddess. Though, it's technically not my first first poetry on my webpage because my first ever poem ever created on my Neocities Journey was "The Moon and Pain" , written for my Birthday or Moon Day Special at 7-20-2026 like I said. I have also got a new notebook I used for my poetry and writing, just for ideas. And I have been planned to go to Las Vegas for like 1 day only, and if it's cancelled, oh. Ok, atleast I have my own things to do for writing poetry...
August 2, 2026
I am slowly starting to get a bit too personal with my Website. I don't even know, like I know that everyone in this platform has free imagination and can do anything they want in their website but like if I start to get very personal with my site, I might start getting hate just like Velvet-Blue experienced. This website is all that I have and I don't even want impurity to take over by real people I know because if that happens, I might as well self destruct this Private Universe. They are also people that don't even know how to fucking keep secrets and private thoughts for some reason. And I feel like this is slowly becoming more personal since my Birthday at 2026 (July 20, 2026 was the first diary entry I wrote as like a vent.).
I should be thinking about some peaceful things or new ideas for my WebPage, because I just want things to be very smooth for now and I don't want to have any impurity on my mind, as I am unfortunately curious about some impurity and I hope to pure it with her energy & power (The Moon). And in fact, it's almost my day to go to learn about things that interest me the most like Science or even Philosophy for example.
To fill my mind with some Lunar Thoughts, I have been holding or keeping some books that contain Moon or Lunar Energy, as since right now is the Waning Phase, I have read a "trick" on where you grab a pen and paper, and write all your negative thoughts down. And after you do that, you try to burn it while saying a type of chant to the Moon. It may sound silly at first, but I can't do the burning because I might start a fire, so maybe a trash can would work better for me.
I love her as I slowly start to recieve her energy... I just want all of it so it could give me a better psychological environment... She's the love of my life, truly, even though I sometimes don't see her.
⏾August 1, 2026
It looks like today is the first day of August in the year 2026, I guess...
After I did my programming, I have finished my Bass x Mega Man Web Shrine, finally.. I also even changed the gifs at the bottom to a Moon Crystal Ball Display (It was supposed to be a Moon Goddess Blessing but it looks like it was scrapped), I then added a new feature called a "Status Box" on the left side you see at the HomePage (At the bottom of Section 1). I have been planning to change this diary section as like a "What Month of a random year do you want to read?" type of thing, but I don't know how to even do that in the first place, cause this Diary was another inspiration from Planet Sarah's Website. And I even saw Velvet-Blue's Diary Style, and it seems calming, but sad when I read the context of her issues and problems, hope that she gets better in August of 2026.
While writing this down, I am writing this down at midnight... And even I am thinking of making a new file that is about poetry as I am writing this down too.. A bunch of ideas that makes my site still in progress.
Writing this down at this time, it's now the afternoon. I was awake until it was somewhere at 3:25-ish AM, and those memories are like a fever dream, just like my other fever dreams back before I made my site. I updated a new feature on my About Me called "Q&A". It's when someone asks a specific question and I answer it. Well, some questions I added and answered are a bit too personal for me to say here, but why does it feel like I am slowly getting too personal with my own site, especially when it has limiations to it too? Let's not go further on this later on, just thinking about it, it gives me pure sadness sometimes.
I have finally found the codes for my Diary Archives. It took me a while and thank goodness it worked. I have been listening to Philosophy and Neon Genesis Evangelion, and it just makes me wonder. Besides learning about Psychology, maybe learning about the Human Wonders would be a good start, especially when I am starting school somewhere in August 2026. And it just makes me wonder what I should do after I learned about Philosophy. It's cool.
July 26, 2026
It looks like I have been making more ideas for my Website. New Gifs Section called Personal Photos (Only showed my belongings and Clothes, not my whole face because of mental crisis), and also Blinkies & Icons (And as you may know, I finally knew the HTML Code for an Ampersand in my own heart, also known as "&").
You know what makes this still in progress..? Is that I have been making new ideas for my Neocities Website and I did not even finish my Bass x Mega Man Shrine, also reminder that I have been also planning to make a Saturn & Neptune Shrine as a new thing, plus for the Shrines Section, I have been also planning to make my GIF Buttons for that section, just like what you see on those "What types of GIFS are you going?". That is what I am talking about.
My goodness, just writing this down, I am also thinking of making my own poetry here in this website. What the fuck is going on with my own imagination...?
July 24, 2026
I am back now. But what's different is that for my About Me Page, I added a new idea called "Test Results" because of Velvet Blue, yesterday I coded what my personality quiz results is, and it looks a bit cool (Though I thought I was going to get Rei Ayanami, but I guess it's Shinji Ikari). I'm doing alright now after my first ever vent here in my WebPage, and all the paranoia of other people I know in real life finding this Private Universe of mine, and thinking it's best to actually expose it to other people they know about too. I'm too afraid of that because I have once experienced that and I had to delete my old accounts for it because of my trauma. I shouldn't even talk about this BS (Bullshit) anymore because it's giving me more anxiety than I could thought of. Stop it already.
July 21, 2026
After me venting in my Digital Diary yesterday for the first time here in this case, I am starting to feel a bit weird but is still doing somewhat alright in a ordinary way. But now, after my birthday ended and I had a good time with my relatives, I just felt like my Private Universe means to me and I don't want anyone that I know of look at this website and think it's best to expose or share it to other people they know so others could try to talk shit about my website, i'm very fucking paranoid to this day even my Birthday happened.
Do you really want to know why i'm still paranoid to this day? Because the other time ago, I was having such a good time until my Astronomy interest got involved in my problems in my real and online situations, making me realize that it's best to ruin or destroy my feelings with Astronomy and NASA like I said yesterday, then replace it with a new feeling I adore, Psychology and Playboy Bunny. I am just better if I do something like that because when I think of NASA, I think of it as now part of my trauma. But what if I do want to go back to NASA again..? It just feels like a dilemma all over again, whether if I choose NASA or Playboy. What should I do..?
I might think that doing my Website Progress makes my mind soothe in a calming way. Be right back.
July 20, 2026
Happy Moon Day or Birthday to me..! ... Since that, I don't even know what to do. I did update my HomePage on where you can click on a small poem, the Eyed Winged Angel you see on Section 2 of course, and it's very limited, as it could be gone after July 20 ends. But for ideas, I could add it to a SiteMap for "Extras or Others".
A bit off topic here, but What has been a bit sad is that I am afraid to be a bit confident about myself, which is why I don't usually talk to people that much in real life, only if it's neccessary or a bit surprising to me in general, but not in a super emotional way usually... That might be the other reasons why I made that small poem as a Birthday Special. What I am also aware of is that my interest in NASA is slowly fading away unfortunately, and I don't even have the energy for the Artemis 3 mission if I am aware of that new space event (Probably because of Playboy Bunny and its Y2K feeling). I don't even know what to do, like all I just wanted is to be alone, to be in full peace (complete isolation for me to have a good mental health in the future). I made this Website because this is where I make all my ideas here, and that website just made me realized that this can be my private thoughts or ideas, which can also be why this site is called "Moonlit Ayanami's Private Universe". You know..?
It seems very harsh to say this, but because of my mental stability on what happened to me a few months ago (Which is very personal to me to say this here), I felt the need to destroy my NASA interest and replace it with Playboy because it felt like NASA is now involved in my true private and personal problems in real life. I just wanted to be pure and have no friends because it was the best for my well-being. But even though I am in my recovery, it's still just keeps fucking me up severely and I do not even want other people to share or expose this Private World WITHOUT MY DAMN CONSENT/PERMISSION, especially negative people who just wants impurity of me. I just have a strong feeling about this, but I don't want it to be too strong, you know? Which is why I programmed a PassWord Form for my Diary Entries, I did that for a reason. It's to not have any hatred by others and not experience the same way just like what happened to Velvet Blue . I would never share my personal thoughts here in this site.
I even also made this website so I can escape my psychological trauma on me. What's also harsh is that I always feel like sexualizing myself is way fucking better than sexualizing others. I don't want others and even fictional characters to be used in a very harsh way, and typing this down just makes my head spin around like a tornado. It's making me realize I am relating more to Asuka from Evangelion, but I still like Rei Ayanami as a comfort character to me, which is one of the reasons why I used Rei as a mascot for this web page..
... This Diary Entry, feels a bit more personal, especially when I cursed for the first time here in this site full of peace, and my Moon Day too.
Thank you for your peace and tranquility.
July 19, 2026
Wow... Only 1 day left until it's my Moon Day or Birthday. For my ideas, I should probably try to make a new file that is for my Birthday, like a Birthday Special or something like that... I already coded my SiteMap and my Site Rules, so that's good to go. I should type down some more lore on the Bass x Mega Man Web Shrine, so that meaning all 3 shrines of mine will be completed. I might add a Saturn and Neptune Shrine either, since those are my 2 favorite planets.
July 16, 2026
I have finished my Planetary Time Sub Page on my Astronomy Section, so that means I have a few more to go on my Space Topics, the Moon Phases Tracker might be next... I have also did my progress on my RokuForu (Classic Mega Man and Bass) Ship Shrine too, which makes it feel like it's almost done because I just need to write down their character lore and the shipping of those 2 characters, and also add fanarts of them either, just like the way I did my Rei Ayanami shrine...
July 13, 2026
I have adored the Indie Website since March of 2026. It feels very calming as there is no obnoxious posts going on here (Even NekoWeb). Why am I saying this in the first place? Because I have been trying to focus on working my Astronomy/Astrology Section but thinking about other creativity in other websites, especially Planet Sarah... is just giving me more inspiration to make new web files instead on focusing on my main thing (Probably because making a Moon Phase Calendar or the Tarot Spreads is difficult for me, i'm not that good at coding..). I pray that my Astronomy/Astrology Section is good to go, plus I also wanted to work on my RokuForu (Bass x Mega Man) Web Shrine, I haven't even touched it since I changed the mouse cursor cause it's too weird to have a Playboy Bunny Cursor on a shrine that has to do with fictional minors in a ship, I want to respect their boundaries even though they are not even real, just fictional.
July 12, 2026
There is only a few days until it's my Birthday (July 20). Today I just made myself fake nails for me (It's DIY, or Do it Yourself). It's not the best, but hopefully it will last longer just like my other fake nails..
Besides that, yesterday I made a new topic of my gifs section called "Blue Aesthetic". It's something I find that is considered beautiful in a blue and gloomy tone. And for a reason, I decided to add a blue background on it for the gloomy style on those images (Some Y2K styles, or a bit of a goth.. And for some, a bit suggestive, I don't know if that's allowed on my new section because I want to have respectful barriers/boundaries on my Private World/Website).. Hopefully I do not get hate on this (The reason why I deleted the 13+ Fanart Collection is that I do not want to get future hate).
Made another set of Fake Nails (This time there is 6 white colors)
July 8, 2026
After my coding and programming my Private Universe, I decided to think about doing Psychology and more of Tarot or Divination Cards. I was supposed to add a Winamp Song Player in my Songs SubPage, but it was too difficult for me so I had to add YouTube Song Videos on my Songs SubPage (And yes, I took inspiration from Planet Sarah because her webpage looks whimsical in a way of a Y2K timeline. It just feels somewhat good when you have interests on something you want to keep as safety, or on something that feels like you have been teleported to an "amazing" time.
I added new Mega Man and Touhou Fanarts in my Collection, and I have been planning to code a Planetary Time Page on my Astronomy Section. Besides that, because of my inspiration of Planet Sarah, I have seen her pictures of herself on her About Me Page (The Left Navigation Bar where it says "Pics of Me"), and I was thinking of doing the same, but would not take photos of my face because of privacy reasons, and personal problems... So I think taking photos of my shirts, jewelry, or any object of mine would work..
July 5, 2026
The changes on my website is.. Very interesting in a way. I had to take photos of my shirt only that has a goth like aesthetic on my About Me because, I have seen Planet Sarah's Website and she has photos down her About Me box. I thought her website was pretty cool which is why I took some inspiration on her, the designs of it, and the 90s or Y2K looks on her website.
I never touched my Songs Sub Page, it's just a background and a Guitar Cursor. And also the RokuForu (Bass and Mega Man) Shrine too, but it might be best if I had to change the Playboy cursor of that shrine because I know the meaning of that Bunny Logo and it's just, weird to use that in a ship that has to do with little aged fictional characters. Using full respect on them even though they are fake is important.
July 1, 2026
It looks like I finished coding my Neocities Website and my SpaceHey (I was introduced to SpaceHey the day when I left Las Vegas). But since I programmed my new concept of my HomePage.. It seemed like because I started to learn some tips on SpaceHey (Those floating images), I now learned how to add some floating, and I also added an About Me Sub Page (The old Neocities Design of mine was a combination of the HomePage and the About Me Page).
June 25, 2026
I just came back to my own place after I had a trip to Las Vegas on 4 days, now it just feels a bit different and strange that I am now in my own place because I was usually staying there in a few days and knowing how to "live" there. Now it looks like I should mind my own private business more. Besides that, while I was there, I was looking at some Y2K clothes on an Asian Online Store called Shopee, and it's not available on America by the way. But the good thing is that one of my relatives went to the country I was born in for a 2 week trip and then staying there, so that means if one relative orders something on Shopee for me, I would able to get it because after 2 weeks, they would return to America.
I feel like I am changing into a y2k type of person, even though I am not trying to be one of them, so why am I starting to get interested in that type of timeline, probably because of Playboy Bunny...
June 24, 2026
Before I go to sleep, I thought it was best to write this down in my private diary:
3 days ago, I went to Las Vegas to have a fun trip on Summer Break. It was... pretty cool for me, especially when I went to fun parks and at the swimming pool. For some reason, whenever I go to different hotel rooms, it has a different design to it, even though those different designs are at the same hotel. But that's not why I am writing this down before I go to sleep and it's 6-25-2026.
As I go to a different bed for me to sleep, I saw that the curtains are opened and I can look at the window at night time, and let's say, it just.. feels different when I go to sleep and see all those beautiful lights there outside of Las Vegas. Today is my last day here and i'm going to my own home the next day.. But hey, right now I can see the Moon at its Waxing Phase...
Speaking of Las Vegas, while writing this down, I watched 2 movies today that has something to do with the Spirit Board (Or the Oujia Board). As I try to watch these supernatural horror films, I realized something... I felt like Astrology, that Board, and anything Spiritual has something to do with Psychology in some cases. I don't have my large Psychology NoteBook on me because I had never felt the use of it until now, and it's at my own home, I only have my small Psychology NoteBook for me to learn how to analyze data and predict human behavior...
Just something that, interests me and what I have my thoughts about when it's night time at Las Vegas, it hits a different... vibe...
June 22, 2026
I don't know how long it takes for me to finish my new home page concept on my test account. I feel like doing the concept first is the most "important" thing to do than just actually finish the Moon Shrine because the only thing(s) I need to do on that shrine is write something about the Moon that has Astrology meanings, the Moon Gods, and the Gallery just like my Rei Ayanami Shrine. To add on, the Mega Man and Bass Shrine. I never touched that shrine ever since I made a new file of it, and making a character ship shrine is... basically risky to me of course because of my concerns on the internet, especially Neocities.
A bit off topic.. But I think what lost the part of the old internet is being cautious about your own privacy because, you can do anything, like anything on your personal website, and me just doing that.. I feel very discouraged and worried that if I do that, I get "exposed" and labeled a "weirdo", because I made a Character Ship Shrine that people are able to exit and leave.
June 20, 2026
My Home Page Concept that's on my other Neocities Test website, is doing okay for now. I just need to add other boxes or grids for my other sections, and then I have to add files as an example of one of my sections (meaning, sections like Diary, Songs, Space Topics, etc). What I might need to do is to try coding my websites so it's mobile friendly (It could be on Ipad, Phone, any mobile devices). About the Moon Shrine, I already wrote down the history of the Apollo 11 Moon Landing, so trying to add the Astrology meanings to it might be my next thing to do.
June 18, 2026
Hello Journal or diary. I just got a new Keyboard and a new mouse too (They are both wireless). I already decorated my Ipad for my personal use just a reminder. I wanted to mention that, I am planning to remake my home page website as a "refresh" for my Neocities because the home page I have right now, is just weird since I added an All About Me there and I wanted it to be separated...
You know those website styles you see on Velvet-Blue's Website and Clover Star's Website ? I did some research on what the style of those website is, and it's called "Post Card" Websites. I already did a sketch concept for the new home page style that I drew on my Apple Notes App, and I took some inspiration by Pure-Toxin and her website has cool photos that are next to her grids, if you call that.
June 12, 2026
I finally got a new Ipad for my Coding, Psychology, Astronomy, and Note Taking. I'm still learning about my Social Psychology and I have been starting to learn how to analyze and predict human behavior. That inspiration from Analyzing the Mind comes from a character that I find interesting besides Rei Ayanami from Evangelion. That character is Kokoro Mitsume by Super Danganronpa Another 2, and she is the Ultimate Psychologist. She might be another comfort character of mine besides Rei Ayanami... But it still seems amazing :)..
June 7, 2026
It's been like 3 days since I never responded until now...
There is this one incident going on with Neocities a few days ago where the problem is about Neocities being attacked legally.. And the good news is that they finally fixed the problem and Neocities is good to go. And because of that, I signed up on Nekoweb just recently (somewhere on June). Besides that, I heard that Neon Genesis Evangelion is having a collaboration with Sonic the Hedgehog (Hedgehog's Dilemma). It will be available this Summer if I am correct, but hopefully it gets to be amazing, it's Psychologically wonderful :).
I've been planning to do some work on my Moon Shrine, then the RokuForu (Mega Man and Bass ship) Shrine also, but starting with the Moon Shrine as I know about the Moon Astronomically and Astrologically...
June 3, 2026
Hello Diary. It's now officially June of 2026, and I never realized that Summer Season is going to be here very quickly, time flies now.. I want to tell you that.. I started making my Rei Ayanami Shrine on my Neocities now, and my other Neocities Shrine is still in progress (The Moon and RokuForu Ship Shrine). But you know about this? Making a Ship Web Shrine has got to be one of the most riskiest things to do, especially on a Website you hard to work for because people might hate you on one the most smallest things, then expose you online so people will hate you because of that web shrine you coded. It's the same thing on what happened to me with my 13+ Fanart Collection, and I don't want anyone to hate me and expose me for being a weirdo, so I had to remove my 13+ Fanart Collection because for my Well-Being atleast... Mhm, it's true though I guess. But it's still the riskiest things to do for my hard work because I don't want to lose everything I built in this site. In my opinion.
May 31, 2026
Goodmorning, if you are an Astronomy person, then you might heard of the Blue Moon that happened just today at midnight. Which I didn't see because I was too tired, my eyes were just not able to open up though... I guess it is what it is, and there is a Blue Moon because on May 2026, there are 2 Full Moons on ONE Monthly Calendar (May 1 and May 31) according to Astronomy.
Other than that, yesterday, I did take notes about this one Psychological Experiment that has something to do with Obedience (following orders), which is called "The Milgram Experiment". It's basically a Learner, the Teacher, and the Experimenter. To let you know that.. The Experimenter and the Learner are actors, the Teacher which is you, is a Test Subject. When the Learner gives a wrong answer, you (as a Teacher) then give him/her a shock in 15 volts, but if the Learner gets the answers wrong multiple times, you then increase the volts, even though the last one is considered deadly (of 450 volts for your information), because the Experimenter told you to increase the volts if each answer is wrong.
Social Psychology notes about Obedience (Click to see full image):
A few hours went by, and I updated the opening for my Shrines. Rei Ayanami, Mega Man and Bass Ship, and The Moon.. I also added the buttons for that section too, and the Moon emoji next to it. It feels mystical... I'm happy that I get to create my own web shrines for my comfort character, the ship that I like, and our Natural Satellite from Outer Space.
May 30, 2026
Hello... It has been 3 days, but it looks like I am back again. To tell you this, I just found some cool Psychology topics like the Asch Line Experiment (Conformity) and the Milgram Experiment (Obedience). What I remember about those is that Conformity is like "Peer Pressure". You're trying your best to change yourself to fit in that group you like to talk to or with. And Obedience is a behavior on following orders and someone's government authority. For example, when a police officer is telling you not to go there because there is a crime happening, you understand what he or she is saying to you and obey his or her orders on that. It's a topic of Social Psychology, and it's very cool and interesting. So yeah, I am doing well on my Psychology Topic.
Besides learning about Psychology, I have seen and read some of the creative poetry or poems written by Velvet Blue , and while reading some of those poems, it makes me feel like I should create my own poetry (another new interest of mine in 2026?). Though I don't know how to create my own poems since I am not good at writing (only in dialogue text like "Person A: Hello Person B.")..
Photos of my Social Psychology Notes (Might click to see full image):
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May 26, 2026
New day... New ban I got on Ransei's Chat Box again. And for some reason, I got banned twice? I already contacted Neocities and Chat Box moderators about this type of problem, and as such.. I didn't do anything to get banned more than once, it's just weird on why I got banned for no reason (not that I know of for now at this time)... All I just wanted to do is say thank you to her for adding my Embed Link Button on Ransei's Links.. There must be a strange reason on why I got banned at the first place in this situation. Goodness that Neocities responded my problem, as it took like one day for them to contact me when I had a problem with sharing my Diary Password Form...
That got fixed very quickly I guess. I thought it would take like 1 day for something to happen, but it looks like they were able to fix it in just a few hours... I might need to find more websites that I find very interesting... Especially their styles though, it feels fascinating.
May 25, 2026
Happy Memorial Day. I'm now starting to learn about Psychology because I was curious about what's going on with the human mind now. Besides that.. Since I finally added a Calendar, I might need to find a way to actually add Winamp Songs on my Songs Section. Yes, i've been struggling to actually find what the best skin is for my Winamp (Whether it's Rei Ayanami, Mega Man, etc..). And i'm still trying to find a way to code it or add my favorite songs there.
Another Day, another few goals that have been completed by HTML and CSS Coding. I finally made Section 2 and my Embeded Code (and also my 88 x 31 Button). I also completed making my button sections for Section 2, including Shrines, which doesn't have a file yet, Gifs and Extra, which I edited my Gif File that I made ever since I joined Neocities, and Links, going to websites I like.
I've been planning to make more small boxes or grids for random Blinkies or Stamps I like, though not inside my Introduction Box because their my favorites for now... But it still is very tricky in a way... I've been needing some help in some cases if I wanted to add something new there...
May 24, 2026
Looks like I forgot to add the yesterday date on my Diary Blog. Yesterday, I was taking notes about CSS Coding, because I wanted to get better at it after I sort of know or know most about HTML code. Maybe after CSS coding, it's going to be Javascript next. It looks like because I took note of coding the grids or boxes for CSS, it looks like I might be able to actually code or add another Section and put it on Section 1. Now looking at other user's websites, it feels so creative that they are making their own universe as well as I am too.
Back again, and while writing this down... I've been thinking about being into Psychology or being a Psychologist more than being into Astronomy or being an Astronomer. It might be because I once watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, which is a PSYCHOLOGICAL Horror Anime. Because of that subgenre, I turned to be interested in Psychology, and besides studying the human mind as one of my new things in 2026, I was also into some Philosophy, and Classical Music because of that anime (as Gainax which is a shut down company added Classical Songs on Evangelion). It kinda makes me realize that whenever I go to a new favorite game or show of mine, I get new topics that inspire or interest me now. Think about Mega Man. He gave me inspiration for me to be an Astronomer or Mathematician. And Evangelion, that show gave me inspiration to do Psychology and study the human mind. I wonder why this is happening whenever I go to my favorite games or shows...
My Tarot Card Session on 5-24-2026:
May 23, 2026
Saturday is finally here. Not only that, there is a 3 day week off (on May 25,2026) because of Memorial Day. While thinking about something, I realized that I might need to ask Ransei for help on my Neocities Home Page. I'm not really good at HTML and CSS, and I just came in Neocities in April 2, 2026 (And in March of 2026, as i'm using Moonlit Ayanami 2 as my backup or alternate... Rei Ayanami's clone refernce?). Hopefully the help would be very useful in most cases.
I completed some of my goals for my Neocities HomePage. I put my Chat Box on where it belongs to (on the left bottom of the Introduction Box), added my Moon Phase Tracker on the correct spot, added a new file that is about how i'm related to something (that page is still in progress), and found 2 Evangelion Fanarts for my Fanart Collection. What I need to to is to add the Small Update Logs to see what changed, a Calendar to see what date it is, my Winamp for the Songs Section, Shrines, Gifs, and Links.. Thankfully I added this to my Neocities To Do List.
May 22, 2026
Hello and goodmorning.. Last night, I tried to set up my Chat Box on my Home Page but whenever I do that, The Chat Box goes next to my Section (Or Section 1 as I call it..). It's where you see my Fanart Collection, my Songs, etc. I just wanted to have that Chat Box to be next to the Introduction or All About Me Section. I'm not saying that I want the CBOX to be inside the Introduction Box, it's more of this image i'm showing you. I'll probably might find the problem and how to fix it with Ransei I think...
Hello, i'm now back again and besides the CBOX ideas, I might make a special File or Page for this website of mine or my private universe. Hint, it's related to the Moon, and that one Zodiac Sign that is related to the Moon, and yes, i'm talking about Cancer the Crab Sign. Thinking of Private Universe... I'm wondering on how to make my Tab Titles Move forward. I already changed my Tab Title, so now all I need to do is to actually make it move forwards or backwards..
May 21, 2026
Goodmorning... I really need to do my school work because it's starting to get even lower. Plus, I have a Math Test today and last night, I tried to study my Math, and when I saw the additional practice, I was done for good. I can't even say why my grades are falling down because of a personal reason here, and I won't add too much information because it makes me feel uncomfortable when sharing or posting your own private life to everybody. That's the reason why I thought it was actually smart to add a Password Form Subpage for this Diary Section. I'll see you later, be right back.
I'm back now. And my Math Test, was an... inconvenience let's say.. So now after that ended, I went to Ransei's Chat Box and wondered about me coding up a Winamp Song Player on my Songs Section that I haven't even touched since I started setting it up on my files. What caught my eye is that Raye responded that he did some digging and found out about WebAmp, which is what I was interested in. I went to that website and it was pretty cool. But now all I have to do is find the best skin or decoration of my Winamp Song Player.. Rei Ayanami or Mega Man and Bass?
May 20, 2026
Guess who is finally free now? Me! Yes, I got unbanned from Ransei's Cbox group, and now I can finally chat free. It looks like I learned my lesson on it though, as I don't even want to experience the same problem again. Anyways, I deleted my 13+ Fanart Collection because in case of my Mental State being so messed up if someone exposed it and everyone hates me to my core.. And I also updated the buttons for the sections down below on my home page. Now it looks like I have to code or add a Moon Phase tracker, a Small Update Log, my Cbox, a Calendar, and an extra grid for my Shrines, Gifs, Links, and my Link too..
While editing this, it looks like I have to move this new entry on top for the recent diary entries, you just have to make a new one on the top of the HTML code if you know what I mean.
May 18, 2026
If you see this Diary Entry, congratulations on finding the correct password for this diary section! Though I would try my best to not put anything too personal on this section, and maybe because of that..
I might put one of my Astronomical Observatory Logs here.. And even my Psychology Logs here too, and all the scientific interests put into this diary page..
Welp, bad news.. Unfortunately, I got banned from Cbox for just sharing a Diary Password Form. and I was not trying to fish or steal content or whatever.. So I just contacted Neocities Support for this type of ban, hopefully the ban fades away, and I could be free I guess.. Praying that this will end sooner or later... But I can still chat with other websites like Antikrist, but not Ransei. What a great way to start this first ever Diary Entry here..