July 5, 2026
The changes on my website is.. Very interesting in a way. I had to take photos of my shirt only that has a goth like aesthetic on my About Me because, I have seen Planet Sarah's Website and she has photos down her About Me box. I thought her website was pretty cool which is why I took some inspiration on her, the designs of it, and the 90s or Y2K looks on her website.
I never touched my Songs Sub Page, it's just a background and a Guitar Cursor. And also the RokuForu (Bass and Mega Man) Shrine too, but it might be best if I had to change the Playboy cursor of that shrine because I know the meaning of that Bunny Logo and it's just, weird to use that in a ship that has to do with little aged fictional characters. Using full respect on them even though they are fake is important.
July 1, 2026
It looks like I finished coding my Neocities Website and my SpaceHey (I was introduced to SpaceHey the day when I left Las Vegas). But since I programmed my new concept of my HomePage.. It seemed like because I started to learn some tips on SpaceHey (Those floating images), I now learned how to add some floating, and I also added an About Me Sub Page (The old Neocities Design of mine was a combination of the HomePage and the About Me Page).
June 25, 2026
I just came back to my own place after I had a trip to Las Vegas on 4 days, now it just feels a bit different and strange that I am now in my own place because I was usually staying there in a few days and knowing how to "live" there. Now it looks like I should mind my own private business more. Besides that, while I was there, I was looking at some Y2K clothes on an Asian Online Store called Shopee, and it's not available on America by the way. But the good thing is that one of my relatives went to the country I was born in for a 2 week trip and then staying there, so that means if one relative orders something on Shopee for me, I would able to get it because after 2 weeks, they would return to America.
I feel like I am changing into a y2k type of person, even though I am not trying to be one of them, so why am I starting to get interested in that type of timeline, probably because of Playboy Bunny...
June 24, 2026
Before I go to sleep, I thought it was best to write this down in my private diary:
3 days ago, I went to Las Vegas to have a fun trip on Summer Break. It was... pretty cool for me, especially when I went to fun parks and at the swimming pool. For some reason, whenever I go to different hotel rooms, it has a different design to it, even though those different designs are at the same hotel. But that's not why I am writing this down before I go to sleep and it's 6-25-2026.
As I go to a different bed for me to sleep, I saw that the curtains are opened and I can look at the window at night time, and let's say, it just.. feels different when I go to sleep and see all those beautiful lights there outside of Las Vegas. Today is my last day here and i'm going to my own home the next day.. But hey, right now I can see the Moon at its Waxing Phase...
Speaking of Las Vegas, while writing this down, I watched 2 movies today that has something to do with the Spirit Board (Or the Oujia Board). As I try to watch these supernatural horror films, I realized something... I felt like Astrology, that Board, and anything Spiritual has something to do with Psychology in some cases. I don't have my large Psychology NoteBook on me because I had never felt the use of it until now, and it's at my own home, I only have my small Psychology NoteBook for me to learn how to analyze data and predict human behavior...
Just something that, interests me and what I have my thoughts about when it's night time at Las Vegas, it hits a different... vibe...
June 22, 2026
I don't know how long it takes for me to finish my new home page concept on my test account. I feel like doing the concept first is the most "important" thing to do than just actually finish the Moon Shrine because the only thing(s) I need to do on that shrine is write something about the Moon that has Astrology meanings, the Moon Gods, and the Gallery just like my Rei Ayanami Shrine. To add on, the Mega Man and Bass Shrine. I never touched that shrine ever since I made a new file of it, and making a character ship shrine is... basically risky to me of course because of my concerns on the internet, especially Neocities.
A bit off topic.. But I think what lost the part of the old internet is being cautious about your own privacy because, you can do anything, like anything on your personal website, and me just doing that.. I feel very discouraged and worried that if I do that, I get "exposed" and labeled a "weirdo", because I made a Character Ship Shrine that people are able to exit and leave.
June 20, 2026
My Home Page Concept that's on my other Neocities Test website, is doing okay for now. I just need to add other boxes or grids for my other sections, and then I have to add files as an example of one of my sections (meaning, sections like Diary, Songs, Space Topics, etc). What I might need to do is to try coding my websites so it's mobile friendly (It could be on Ipad, Phone, any mobile devices). About the Moon Shrine, I already wrote down the history of the Apollo 11 Moon Landing, so trying to add the Astrology meanings to it might be my next thing to do.
June 18, 2026
Hello Journal or diary. I just got a new Keyboard and a new mouse too (They are both wireless). I already decorated my Ipad for my personal use just a reminder. I wanted to mention that, I am planning to remake my home page website as a "refresh" for my Neocities because the home page I have right now, is just weird since I added an All About Me there and I wanted it to be separated...
You know those website styles you see on Velvet-Blue's Website and Clover Star's Website ? I did some research on what the style of those website is, and it's called "Post Card" Websites. I already did a sketch concept for the new home page style that I drew on my Apple Notes App, and I took some inspiration by Pure-Toxin and her website has cool photos that are next to her grids, if you call that.
June 12, 2026
I finally got a new Ipad for my Coding, Psychology, Astronomy, and Note Taking. I'm still learning about my Social Psychology and I have been starting to learn how to analyze and predict human behavior. That inspiration from Analyzing the Mind comes from a character that I find interesting besides Rei Ayanami from Evangelion. That character is Kokoro Mitsume by Super Danganronpa Another 2, and she is the Ultimate Psychologist. She might be another comfort character of mine besides Rei Ayanami... But it still seems amazing :)..
June 7, 2026
It's been like 3 days since I never responded until now...
There is this one incident going on with Neocities a few days ago where the problem is about Neocities being attacked legally.. And the good news is that they finally fixed the problem and Neocities is good to go. And because of that, I signed up on Nekoweb just recently (somewhere on June). Besides that, I heard that Neon Genesis Evangelion is having a collaboration with Sonic the Hedgehog (Hedgehog's Dilemma). It will be available this Summer if I am correct, but hopefully it gets to be amazing, it's Psychologically wonderful :).
I've been planning to do some work on my Moon Shrine, then the RokuForu (Mega Man and Bass ship) Shrine also, but starting with the Moon Shrine as I know about the Moon Astronomically and Astrologically...
June 3, 2026
Hello Diary. It's now officially June of 2026, and I never realized that Summer Season is going to be here very quickly, time flies now.. I want to tell you that.. I started making my Rei Ayanami Shrine on my Neocities now, and my other Neocities Shrine is still in progress (The Moon and RokuForu Ship Shrine). But you know about this? Making a Ship Web Shrine has got to be one of the most riskiest things to do, especially on a Website you hard to work for because people might hate you on one the most smallest things, then expose you online so people will hate you because of that web shrine you coded. It's the same thing on what happened to me with my 13+ Fanart Collection, and I don't want anyone to hate me and expose me for being a weirdo, so I had to remove my 13+ Fanart Collection because for my Well-Being atleast... Mhm, it's true though I guess. But it's still the riskiest things to do for my hard work because I don't want to lose everything I built in this site. In my opinion.
May 31, 2026
Goodmorning, if you are an Astronomy person, then you might heard of the Blue Moon that happened just today at midnight. Which I didn't see because I was too tired, my eyes were just not able to open up though... I guess it is what it is, and there is a Blue Moon because on May 2026, there are 2 Full Moons on ONE Monthly Calendar (May 1 and May 31) according to Astronomy.
Other than that, yesterday, I did take notes about this one Psychological Experiment that has something to do with Obedience (following orders), which is called "The Milgram Experiment". It's basically a Learner, the Teacher, and the Experimenter. To let you know that.. The Experimenter and the Learner are actors, the Teacher which is you, is a Test Subject. When the Learner gives a wrong answer, you (as a Teacher) then give him/her a shock in 15 volts, but if the Learner gets the answers wrong multiple times, you then increase the volts, even though the last one is considered deadly (of 450 volts for your information), because the Experimenter told you to increase the volts if each answer is wrong.
Social Psychology notes about Obedience (Click to see full image):
A few hours went by, and I updated the opening for my Shrines. Rei Ayanami, Mega Man and Bass Ship, and The Moon.. I also added the buttons for that section too, and the Moon emoji next to it. It feels mystical... I'm happy that I get to create my own web shrines for my comfort character, the ship that I like, and our Natural Satellite from Outer Space.
May 30, 2026
Hello... It has been 3 days, but it looks like I am back again. To tell you this, I just found some cool Psychology topics like the Asch Line Experiment (Conformity) and the Milgram Experiment (Obedience). What I remember about those is that Conformity is like "Peer Pressure". You're trying your best to change yourself to fit in that group you like to talk to or with. And Obedience is a behavior on following orders and someone's government authority. For example, when a police officer is telling you not to go there because there is a crime happening, you understand what he or she is saying to you and obey his or her orders on that. It's a topic of Social Psychology, and it's very cool and interesting. So yeah, I am doing well on my Psychology Topic.
Besides learning about Psychology, I have seen and read some of the creative poetry or poems written by Velvet Blue , and while reading some of those poems, it makes me feel like I should create my own poetry (another new interest of mine in 2026?). Though I don't know how to create my own poems since I am not good at writing (only in dialogue text like "Person A: Hello Person B.")..
Photos of my Social Psychology Notes (Might click to see full image):
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May 26, 2026
New day... New ban I got on Ransei's Chat Box again. And for some reason, I got banned twice? I already contacted Neocities and Chat Box moderators about this type of problem, and as such.. I didn't do anything to get banned more than once, it's just weird on why I got banned for no reason (not that I know of for now at this time)... All I just wanted to do is say thank you to her for adding my Embed Link Button on Ransei's Links.. There must be a strange reason on why I got banned at the first place in this situation. Goodness that Neocities responded my problem, as it took like one day for them to contact me when I had a problem with sharing my Diary Password Form...
That got fixed very quickly I guess. I thought it would take like 1 day for something to happen, but it looks like they were able to fix it in just a few hours... I might need to find more websites that I find very interesting... Especially their styles though, it feels fascinating.
May 25, 2026
Happy Memorial Day. I'm now starting to learn about Psychology because I was curious about what's going on with the human mind now. Besides that.. Since I finally added a Calendar, I might need to find a way to actually add Winamp Songs on my Songs Section. Yes, i've been struggling to actually find what the best skin is for my Winamp (Whether it's Rei Ayanami, Mega Man, etc..). And i'm still trying to find a way to code it or add my favorite songs there.
Another Day, another few goals that have been completed by HTML and CSS Coding. I finally made Section 2 and my Embeded Code (and also my 88 x 31 Button). I also completed making my button sections for Section 2, including Shrines, which doesn't have a file yet, Gifs and Extra, which I edited my Gif File that I made ever since I joined Neocities, and Links, going to websites I like.
I've been planning to make more small boxes or grids for random Blinkies or Stamps I like, though not inside my Introduction Box because their my favorites for now... But it still is very tricky in a way... I've been needing some help in some cases if I wanted to add something new there...
May 24, 2026
Looks like I forgot to add the yesterday date on my Diary Blog. Yesterday, I was taking notes about CSS Coding, because I wanted to get better at it after I sort of know or know most about HTML code. Maybe after CSS coding, it's going to be Javascript next. It looks like because I took note of coding the grids or boxes for CSS, it looks like I might be able to actually code or add another Section and put it on Section 1. Now looking at other user's websites, it feels so creative that they are making their own universe as well as I am too.
Back again, and while writing this down... I've been thinking about being into Psychology or being a Psychologist more than being into Astronomy or being an Astronomer. It might be because I once watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, which is a PSYCHOLOGICAL Horror Anime. Because of that subgenre, I turned to be interested in Psychology, and besides studying the human mind as one of my new things in 2026, I was also into some Philosophy, and Classical Music because of that anime (as Gainax which is a shut down company added Classical Songs on Evangelion). It kinda makes me realize that whenever I go to a new favorite game or show of mine, I get new topics that inspire or interest me now. Think about Mega Man. He gave me inspiration for me to be an Astronomer or Mathematician. And Evangelion, that show gave me inspiration to do Psychology and study the human mind. I wonder why this is happening whenever I go to my favorite games or shows...
My Tarot Card Session on 5-24-2026:
May 23, 2026
Saturday is finally here. Not only that, there is a 3 day week off (on May 25,2026) because of Memorial Day. While thinking about something, I realized that I might need to ask Ransei for help on my Neocities Home Page. I'm not really good at HTML and CSS, and I just came in Neocities in April 2, 2026 (And in March of 2026, as i'm using Moonlit Ayanami 2 as my backup or alternate... Rei Ayanami's clone refernce?). Hopefully the help would be very useful in most cases.
I completed some of my goals for my Neocities HomePage. I put my Chat Box on where it belongs to (on the left bottom of the Introduction Box), added my Moon Phase Tracker on the correct spot, added a new file that is about how i'm related to something (that page is still in progress), and found 2 Evangelion Fanarts for my Fanart Collection. What I need to to is to add the Small Update Logs to see what changed, a Calendar to see what date it is, my Winamp for the Songs Section, Shrines, Gifs, and Links.. Thankfully I added this to my Neocities To Do List.
May 22, 2026
Hello and goodmorning.. Last night, I tried to set up my Chat Box on my Home Page but whenever I do that, The Chat Box goes next to my Section (Or Section 1 as I call it..). It's where you see my Fanart Collection, my Songs, etc. I just wanted to have that Chat Box to be next to the Introduction or All About Me Section. I'm not saying that I want the CBOX to be inside the Introduction Box, it's more of this image i'm showing you. I'll probably might find the problem and how to fix it with Ransei I think...
Hello, i'm now back again and besides the CBOX ideas, I might make a special File or Page for this website of mine or my private universe. Hint, it's related to the Moon, and that one Zodiac Sign that is related to the Moon, and yes, i'm talking about Cancer the Crab Sign. Thinking of Private Universe... I'm wondering on how to make my Tab Titles Move forward. I already changed my Tab Title, so now all I need to do is to actually make it move forwards or backwards..
May 21, 2026
Goodmorning... I really need to do my school work because it's starting to get even lower. Plus, I have a Math Test today and last night, I tried to study my Math, and when I saw the additional practice, I was done for good. I can't even say why my grades are falling down because of a personal reason here, and I won't add too much information because it makes me feel uncomfortable when sharing or posting your own private life to everybody. That's the reason why I thought it was actually smart to add a Password Form Subpage for this Diary Section. I'll see you later, be right back.
I'm back now. And my Math Test, was an... inconvenience let's say.. So now after that ended, I went to Ransei's Chat Box and wondered about me coding up a Winamp Song Player on my Songs Section that I haven't even touched since I started setting it up on my files. What caught my eye is that Raye responded that he did some digging and found out about WebAmp, which is what I was interested in. I went to that website and it was pretty cool. But now all I have to do is find the best skin or decoration of my Winamp Song Player.. Rei Ayanami or Mega Man and Bass?
May 20, 2026
Guess who is finally free now? Me! Yes, I got unbanned from Ransei's Cbox group, and now I can finally chat free. It looks like I learned my lesson on it though, as I don't even want to experience the same problem again. Anyways, I deleted my 13+ Fanart Collection because in case of my Mental State being so messed up if someone exposed it and everyone hates me to my core.. And I also updated the buttons for the sections down below on my home page. Now it looks like I have to code or add a Moon Phase tracker, a Small Update Log, my Cbox, a Calendar, and an extra grid for my Shrines, Gifs, Links, and my Link too..
While editing this, it looks like I have to move this new entry on top for the recent diary entries, you just have to make a new one on the top of the HTML code if you know what I mean.
May 18, 2026
If you see this Diary Entry, congratulations on finding the correct password for this diary section! Though I would try my best to not put anything too personal on this section, and maybe because of that..
I might put one of my Astronomical Observatory Logs here.. And even my Psychology Logs here too, and all the scientific interests put into this diary page..
Welp, bad news.. Unfortunately, I got banned from Cbox for just sharing a Diary Password Form. and I was not trying to fish or steal content or whatever.. So I just contacted Neocities Support for this type of ban, hopefully the ban fades away, and I could be free I guess.. Praying that this will end sooner or later... But I can still chat with other websites like Antikrist, but not Ransei. What a great way to start this first ever Diary Entry here..